Originally Posted by CHULA88

I didn't write this but its pretty koo so I decided 2 share it w everybody here ... its long but plz read.

*10th grade
As I sat there in english class I stared at the guy next to me. He was my so called "best friend" I stared at his short, spiky hair and whished he was mine, but he didn't notice me like that and I knew it. After class I went up to his locker and asked him for the notes I missed before, and he gave them to me. I told him "thanks" and kissed him on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him but im just to shy and I don't know why.

*11th grade
I called him. On the other end it was him, comforting me. I was in tears mumbling on and on about how my love had broke my heart. I asked him to come over because I didn't want to be alone, so he did. As I sat next to him on the couch, I stared into his soft eyes, wishing he was mine, but he didn't notice me like that and I knew it. After two hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, I decided to go to sleep. I looked at him said "thanks" and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him but im just to shy and I don't know why.

*senior yr
The day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said . "She's not going to go". Well I didn't have a date, and in seventh grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together. Just as "best friends" so we did. Prom night, after everything was over, we were standing on my front doorstep. I stared at him as he smiled at me with those brown eyes. I want him to be mine, but he dosent think of me like that and I know it. Then I said " I had the best time, thanks" and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him but im just to shy and I don't know why.

*Graduation day
A day passed, then a week, then a month, and before I could blink it was graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I want him to be mine, but he didn't think of me like that and I knew it. Before everybody went home, I went to him in my smock and cap, and cried as he hugged me. Then I lifted my head from his shoulder and said "you're my best friend, thanks" and kissed him on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him but im just to shy and I don't know why.

*A few years later..
Now I sit in the pews of a church. That guy is getting married now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to a new life, married to another girl. But before he drove away, he came to me and said " you came" he said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him but im just too shy and I don't know why.

*Funeral
Years passed, I look down at the coffin of the guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a letter that he had written to a friend during his high school years. This is what it said:
I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't think of me like that and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to just be friends. I love her but im just too shy and I don't know why. I wished she would tell me she loved me!

I wished I had too....I thought to myself, and I cried.